Blue?! The same you again.

Those days
Amsterdam is grey and overcastted. It is the last day of October the winter is knocking on the door. I am jobless and homeless; baby sitting houses or being guest by friends and family. No goal to achieve, No responsibilities, No where to go. Empty.
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Those were days
Different Jobs,
Different Girlfriends,
Different Cars,
Different Motorbikes,
Different Houses,
Different Holidays,
Different Goals,
….The same me. Searching not finding!

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Then came days
I started looking. Not knowing for what. I had to let go, the job, the girl, the car, the bike, the house, Me?? Life became a holiday……….the same me. Searching not finding?

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These days
I am looking at myself. Laughing and crying. Busy and quiet. I see the joke of it all. There is nothing to be found, nothing to be lost. It is all there.

Step by step, falling and climbing up I am integrating what was never lost. All there, all the time

I still like Amsterdam better when the Sun is shinning!

Walter

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